I've been thinking to myself that if I can just acknowledge my fears and anxieties, forgive them and then move toward "my power", then it's just a matter of chosing the outcome of my try out and then making it happen. This has been the first year that I've taken a tapering week, really REALLY eaten for perfomance, so I've been really outside of my comfort zone, as someone who has always lived on the brink of constant overkill! I had some anxiety yesterday morning, but I know this will be worth it. 1 week of hockey and fitness? How can I even pretend not to be excited (and a bit nervous). This morning marks the first day of a 1 week training camp and try outs for the Carleton University team, so I may be a bit scarce this week...
This has been a gift; coming home, going back to school, making new friends and playing hockey. Looking back in my journal, now I can see that everything I had wished for is starting to come true.
Could it be, at last, that I am finally ready to be who I am?
I may not post this week just to avoid overthinking things (out loud) but know that I am beyond greatful for all of the amazing support, kindness and belief that you've sent my way. I feel pretty blessed this morning and I'm just going to go with that.
I'm somehow not finding the words I need, so I'm just going to post a few of my favourite pictures (at random) that never fail to make me feel warm.

1 comment:
Nice pictures! Good Luck with your try outs!
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